Is it just my imagination or is everybody ignoring me? I think it's because they are not really my friends. I mean, whenever I try to make a topic with them, they'll just turn away and continue talking to their other friends. It's hard enough to change already but if people don't recognise your change, what else can you do? I'm the suffer-in-silence type. Not sure if many would understand but making a topic isn't exactly what I do best. I'll normally just listen and try to join in if they'll let me. And try to go along with what everybody's talking about now. It's hard for me to do all these things i've never thought of doing before and still, nobody's behind me. Yes of course to my true friends, I'll never forget the hope that you've instilled in me and I thank those friends for always being my friend a true friend, as they'll always be behind me and help me in whatever I do and face the troubles with me. To me, a friend is someone you can pour out your troubles to easily and one who will listen with understanding and empathy at my problems. It may be frustrating to have a friend like me as I'll always ask why. That's beacause, the world will not stop spinning and I need to have some answers everyday. I don't know how many of you are reading this now. But to those who are reading it, try to understand how I feel and help me along. I'll appreciate everything you've ever done for me. The first song on my playlist, "Did You Forget" by Demi Lovato, really expresses what I feel inside me, speaking to my friends of cos. Hope you guys will understand.